spin in the city

where neurosis meets good intentions

flashback: hopefully-undead scott February 10, 2008

Filed under: fragment, neurotic me — jininvan @ 8:54 am

sitting in a cab, squinting without sunglasses, unable to stop smiling.  5  pm in vegas,

last night’s clothes, somewhere between the hard rock and the venetian - just me and

the cabbie who keeps checking the rearview wondering ¿qué droga (nothing; scott).

i hate las vegas; the cardboard pyramids, the clubs full of strangers; i hate Nine and

Pure, Jet, the Bellagio and all the too-drunk girls in their slutty-sister’s clothes -

the obliterated, bottle-serviced, party anthem flooded dancefloors.

scott was whispered confessions and the brownest eyes, full sleeves and unashamed

tears. addiction, suspicion and the voice of an angel. the most honest of connections:

osmosis. every few months i google him to make sure he’s still alive.

so far so good.

 

CRAIG February 5, 2008

Filed under: fragment — jininvan @ 4:53 am

where did you go? how many times have you disappeared now?

i hope you are ok / i love you.